There is always this hope,
the light at the end of tunnel,
but our hope is in the cave,
the never ending darkness,
the never ending peace.
From a distance it all seems chaotic,
the dark cave and a solitary life,
but come in closer and you see,
a name, an address, Mr X lives here,
and a shot down aurora that resides,
when the sky is clear in the mild winter,
if hell is living in the lava below the earth,
the heaven is not something opposite,
living in the cave, it’ll break you apart,
but will also give hope for a tomorrow,
which is glorious yet obvious.
Tag Archives: Loneliness
There is always this hope,
She braved the winter cold walking hiding her tears only to control herself She saw him hurriedly running towards her and she yelled in anger “WHAT”? She waited again for him to speak anything at all to which he said “You Know” And the only possible answer she could have said only to ignore was “No, I Don’t” She slept alone that night in her house long forsaken to move in with her love She opened her eyes unable to sleep and looked to his picture on her right Million emotions tried to capture her heart when she touched his frame picture And in that moment of anger she threw his picture away trying to forget him. She thought innumerable sufferings her heart bore to make him happy She slept that night where he came in her dream and they danced together again She woke up next morning and she stared at the empty bed on her left She was alone, sad and angry for she gave all her heart and lost. PART 2: WHILE THEY SPLIT… HE The sun was high, waiting for my dream to end A dreamland where words rest and memories play. The dream was dark yet her image in it was bright Glowing with the imagination of her dark sultry memories Embedded deep into the darkest corner of my heart was a memory beating hard and keeping me alive Turning the burnt pages of my past was a present which would strangely be my most haunting memory ever Lets sail to the end of the sea O love for the last time Holding hands, exchanging hugs and kissing wild Lets burn the worldly desires in the earth so deep and freeze in the coldness of the love that shattered it. The Sun is high, the dream is empty and my sleep is over lying in my room throughout that harsh month of loneliness her fragrance is everywhere embedded deep into my soul How I wish I erased an entire tale of those memories within me. A month has gone and those two glass of wine lies in dust A tale has finished and the memories of it can’t be deleted She left me only to never return to the place we called our own And I followed her on a solitary journey to the lands of unknown. *** SHE Lonely nights are often spent in company of memories The time gone has welted my heart from red to grey Unable to believe it was a lie when he said He’d love forever Penitence Of broken promises that never should have been made Those false words cuts more deeper than a knife would It produces an ache so deep that you cant reach Your love was like a sad song, which I will take to my grave I am searching for peace, which is too hard to find. The storm that’s unsettled blows sands of sorrow into my eye With a desperate attempt to make me cry, I close my eyes I now pray for the rain that would hide all traces of pain And wait for this storm to pass to carry all memories along I used to say cute words but now I weigh each of my word This depression is a parasite, which eats away my consciousness For how deep I bury myself, there is no cure by alcohol I fill those silent places with music now and lit candles for company A month has gone and now this heart is sync with the snow outside A tale has ended and there is a little hope that I would live again I still dreams of going to the place we called our own And there is hope that I would see him again in the land of snow. PART 3: WHEN THEY MET HE Beating the cold winds from the snows of distant mountains I visualised the sun peeping and shining on those peaks And there will be warmth even when coldness stays there I run to catch that final train where I’ll see her again I know I have crossed the wrong bridges and wrong paths And I have never been happy to be wrong in my life For the times and troubles have taken us on a ride Where our hearts were tired and exhausted to run again Tears drop down as I stare at the blank pages of book As here I was travelling to her home to win her back She broke my heart but her love still fills my soul Teaching me only to love again and never to break her. Leafless pine trees are covered with a blanket of white snow There’s a sparkle in my eye and a smile which I cannot hide I raise my hands to knock on that door where you reside As you open the door there is a silence mocking us both. The storm in my mind is silent now when I see her after long time I say to her “Lets forget the indifferences and become US again” She still has that little tear in a corner of her eye while she nods The bridge that he built is now burnt for she has crossed into her life We embrace our love and as I ask her “Are you hurt”? She replies with a smile “There’s nothing a kiss cant fix” The touch of your lips is heaven, moment frozen in time forever I am captured in your embrace, your eyes captures my soul. *** SHE Solitary has captured me, slaved me with chains of pain Love in me is lost, like a sun in the middle of dark clouds Today I wish that I can see him for one time, one last time To make him understand that life is a pain without love. The leaves have withered from trees, like happiness from my life And yet I know they will blossom again, like love in my life The coldness is cruel and so is the life for taking love away And summers shall bring back life to the trees and I shall wait. You should have come earlier, you should have come soon What is stopping you to come running to me to win me back again I am broken here, each part of my flesh waiting for your touch This separation kills me and I know it was a mistake running away. Today the sun is high and there is a warmness in the snow The valley is sparkling with happiness of the chirping birds There’s a knock and I can only be sure that you it would be And a stunning silence engulfs around me when I see you. Pools of joy fills my eyes, tears stream as I welcomes him He says “Lets forget the indifferences and become US again” Like he has broken into my mind and stole the question With a tear in the corner of my eye I frantically nods in happiness. Just when I thought the love is gone he came again As one last flimsy thread was drawn, hope has found its way back Love that has eluded me more and more had alas flew back into my life yet again with happiness.
*For some time now there was an image of a sailor constantly teasing my mind and this post is just an attempt to wrap up the imaginative image with words to fit in. For today and everyday I wish the imagination never dies. It will just live on now. Forever…*