Lost

 

A layer of snow hides the path

And I can’t see anything ahead.

I am travelling on a broken path

to god knows where.

 

I left you weeping at the door

and I didn’t come back to kiss you

I missed your presence in my lips

while a tear rolled down my eye.

 

I am steering along the curved paths

listening to Marley and smoking a cigarette

I see trees covered with a white blanket

While your memory covers my mind.

 

Winds blow and i sing a message to you

A desperate question which demands answer

Are you still in love with me?

Is it still the same or is it changing?

 

The car has stopped along the crossroads

Tiny little phantoms are released from sky

And I can see a cottage from the place I stand

A place where we made love for the first time.

 

Ferocious winds whip my face

The car won’t start and I won’t live

Things between us won’t be same now

I shattered your heart beyond repair.

 

Sun is setting down, and its still snowing

Lead me into direction you want me to go

May be I am lost, maybe I am not

break me into fragments and set me free.

 

New Year…

The air outside my window is cold and unchanged,

The scars on my heart are fresh and unaltered,

The people in this place are disappointing and same,

Everything around Me is same, I am still the same.

 

May be I am addicted to this constant pain,

The pain that makes me believe that I live in a real world,

Today I am sick of crying and tired of trying,

The feeling that makes me believe that I am dying everyday.

 

So today is a new year, an year which will promise laughter

and then will quickly slide into an ocean of sadness.

So today is a new year, an year which has 365 blank pages

and I only hope there are more pages of smile and happiness..

 

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I am a poet

Tonight I am a poet who communicate through symphonies

Tonight I am a poet who walk through the garden of love

Tonight I am a poet who praises Satan to enter darkness

Tonight I am a poet who isolates himself to experience the pain

 

Tonight I am a poet who don’t cut his hairs out of laziness

Tonight I am a poet who treks in a forest to romance nature

Tonight I am a poet who is lost in his world never to be found

Tonight I am a poet whose words rest and silence speaks.. 

White Night

A million laughters are heard in a faraway land

Where love is a religion and happiness resides

Where tale of melancholies are rarely recited

Where peace and tranquillity has found its abode…

 

Sadly I find myself in a bed with leads fixed to my chest

With wires dangling and chaos outside my window

The readings in my ECG dance like million fireflies

flying on a tapestry of my wounded desires and wasted blood.

 

This heart desires to see the snow clad mountains once more

My eyes wishes to blink and shine with the same enthusiasm

My legs want to embrace the same pain I had when i first climbed

This life wishes to be the same again forgetting that its broken forever

 

This hospital smells of burnt desires and forgotten hopes

I only see hopeless crying heads all around me,

My soul wishes to escape into the lonely solitary path yet again

My body feels like a helpless new born unable to run in despair

 

The days are spent in suffering of the fall I incurred on my expedition

In total loss of words and in loving the silence all around me

I am trapped behind the walls of this prison of my own making

Waiting for the night where this soul decides to leave the suffering of the body.

 

Tonight the moon is the same as it was fourteen days ago

Tonight the pain is the same as it was on that full moon night

Standing on that edge of a cliff, the moon brought light to the darkened woods

And again this white night will bring rest and light to this burning darkness.